This morning I cried as I mentally gave a eulogy to man I never got a chance to love messing up my mascara even as I put it on. I could not bear the sound of any music.
I wanted to run away to the sea. I wanted to never see the faces of my family again. To bite my teeth into the flesh of a living lion. To scream at hurricanes. I wanted to breathe acidic fire and wear pain on my skin. I hated all that was and wanted all that could not be. or should not be. or that I was too afraid to be. My heart peeled off in jagged chunks and I bled into my lungs until I could barely breathe.
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